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Its been a longgggggggggg tym i didnt update huh? Yerppp, wana update, but feelinn veryy lazy as im stuckk wibb sorethroat, cough & fluu. Gaaaaaahs!* Its really irritatinn oii. Deres alots & lots of things happens whilee i didnt update. Haishh!* I wish it really never happens. Im not strong enough to do this. I almost give up. Bt, 'give up' is not in my list. So i just hav to accept it & wen thru ol this. Yerpp, its hard. Haishh!* ;(
Ace, thanks for everything. Telling me all about truelife & lovelife. Ive realised that you really care & loves me. But i dont know why its hard for me to accept your love. I didnt mean to hurt & sadded you. But this matter really takes time. Last night, i cried non stop. Okeh, its between you, me, nana & faiz. Your words really hurts me deeply. Its hard to forget about it. Its really fresh in my mind as if it just happen a minute ago. I know you meant good. Yerpp, you have said Sorry. & i've forgiven you. Ace, i just dont know how to describe my feelings now. Its hard, i swear. Yesterday you told me not to contact with you for the time being. Seriously, i was shock. I dont want to lost contact with you even a minute. Cause i've realised how much u meant to me. But thats your decision, & i have to respect it. Please Ace, now i feel like im nobody to you. Haish! I hope you understand alrights. I really swear to God, that i dont have any feelings towards Mr.D anymore. If you could check my heart now, i will be willingly asked you to see it & check it thoroughly. Well, i guess i have to wait for your call or msg okeh. Takecare Sayang. ^^
Mr.D, yerpp. Ive said enough. I really cant & dont want your love anymore. Well, this is what my heart says. I dont want to go back to my old life & be with you again. I really dont want it happen for the second time. Just move on with your life with someone new alrights. I believe that someone will come to you, sooner or later okeh. Im happy with the way im living now. I just have to continue living this way & be happy. You takecare alrights. Farewell. ^^
Ader byk lagi yg perluku tempohi. Tuhan, tolongi insanmu ini. Aku da tk kuat lagi. Tuhan, kuatkn laa semangatku ini. Aku perlu pertolonganmu. Berilah ku perlindungan dalam menjalani hidupku. Amin.
Takecare peeps. ;))
