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Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 5:05 PM
I am feeling very very low right now. I just dont know what i had done wrong to you. Ive studied hard for tha upcoming test/exams, but why you didnt even trust me? I knew that ive been a very very bad girl for tha past few years, but i am trying my very best to change for tha better. Why cant you at least give me a chance? Ive realised my mistakes & i am sure to regret about it. Talk are cheap. Yes they are. But nobody knows me cause they never lived my life before. They doesnt know how hard it is to live in this reality world. Ive tried my best to make you proud of me, but why are you giving me negative feedbacks? I wana to prove you wrong that i could study & do well in my studies, but i need someone to stand on my back & give me high hopes. You want me to success, but your way are just wrong. Instead, youre making me feeling very down & low. I just dont know who to rely on. I could never knew who to turn to. Youre just being unfair to me.
Please Father, understand & trust me just this once.
Sorry for not updating for tha past few days. CA's attacking, & thank god, its over. Currently waiting for tha results. *pray hard* ~
I am feeling very very low right now. I just dont know what i had done wrong to you. Ive studied hard for tha upcoming test/exams, but why you didnt even trust me? I knew that ive been a very very bad girl for tha past few years, but i am trying my very best to change for tha better. Why cant you at least give me a chance? Ive realised my mistakes & i am sure to regret about it. Talk are cheap. Yes they are. But nobody knows me cause they never lived my life before. They doesnt know how hard it is to live in this reality world. Ive tried my best to make you proud of me, but why are you giving me negative feedbacks? I wana to prove you wrong that i could study & do well in my studies, but i need someone to stand on my back & give me high hopes. You want me to success, but your way are just wrong. Instead, youre making me feeling very down & low. I just dont know who to rely on. I could never knew who to turn to. Youre just being unfair to me.Please Father, understand & trust me just this once.
CA's over. Eng paper was an essay. I wrote down all tha things which was in my head. When ive completed it, i read it & it was like out of point, maybe. Lalaaaa~ Next was Geog paper. I swear it was hard. I crack my head but i still didnt know tha answer. Gone case~ As for Malay paper, it really was okay. Of course laa, no point being a pure malay if you dont know malay, right? Comb Sci paper, 50-50. Hahaks* Just lack of confidence of passing it. For Maths paper, it was superb(!) Superb easy i tell you. Sure pass, insya'allah(.) Lastly, POA paper, whoaaaa(!) 50-50 too. Gagaaaa~ Theres no paper today. PE lesson was tha first in tha list. Had our 2.4 run on tha hockey pitch. But instead of running, me & Nanabby do fast-walking. Hahaks* Then slacked around at fitness corner. Eng lesson was normal. Mrs Teo gives back our test papers & we're asked to CHECK our OWN paper. Gaaaahs~ Skim through & gives it back to her. Art lesson was okay today. Ms Bianca didnt nag at us. But instead, she helped us. Shes sucha joker. Ate fruits in art room & bbual mcm paham. Had a break for half hour at tha canteen & when back to class for Chem lesson. Padahal padahal(!) Mr Aidil didnt attend tha class & Ms Paul came in. He gives us work to do & i still havnt complete it yet. Damn(!) Gona do it later then. After sch, met Apaidude. Talked & slacked around. Sorry dude, i dont think i can make it this Sunday. I want to, but i cant. I just dont want to worsen tha situation. Dengan bapak ku mcm gini. Sorry aight dude. As for your post, i dont know what to say laa. I just want you to be happy in your life. Just enjoy life while you can okay? Sayangggg Apai matxiao18(!) After that, went back home alone as tha rest wanted to do art together. Sorry aight peeps. I cant tagged along. Well, you guys know my situation right? Sorry again. Currently bored. Nothing much to do right now. Mother texted me to meet her downstairs. Go to go. Takecare, ^^.
