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Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 8:26 PM

Okay, just let me summaries alil notes okay?
  • sorry for not updating.
  • busy busy busy! for art & upcoming prelims.
  • problems between friends. (?)
  • aiming to pass my prelims. insya'allah**
Now, i'll elaborate about tha 3rd points only, okay?

Guess what? I am not that closeeeee with 'them' nomore. Why? Its obvious they dont need me nomore. Why again? Ask them. Okay okay. I know this is kinda harsh, but i BLOODY HATE it if people are using me. For what? Oh, for accompany-ing. Theres 3 of them. But only 1 that i am referring to. You should who you are by now bby.

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!
I confessed. I cried today. Faiz, Fafa, Crownie & Izen saw me crying. Damnit(!) I cried like shit! Why? Cause i do have my limits. & my limits has already rising up high. Cant take it any longer, so why not cry? :')

Right here, right now, RIGHT THIS MOMENT!, i feel like i am somekind of shit! Hell yeah, worse than a shit. Why? Gosh! People dont even appreciate me. I guess. But i'll just let 'you' decide.

Mana erti persahabatan kita?
Ku sangkakan kau adalah teman sejatiku.
Tetapi pembalasan inikah yang harusku terima?
Mana dirimu yang dulu?

I am writing this not because i am seeking sympathy from you guys, or even 'her'. But if you have some time to spare, then think about what ive just said. Is it fair for me? Okay let say that youre in my shoes, what will you feel? No wait, what will i feel? Fair? Unfair?

I am totally damn speechless. -____-"

Will update soon. Takecare peeps, ^^.

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