Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 12:06 AM

I am left with 2 solid days to get prepared for tha day. Tha day that will give all tha answers to my questions. What should i do now? What should my feelings be? I am soooooo nervous right now. Seriously, only God knows about how i feel. Who should i express this to? I wanted to let it out to Mother, but i am not ready yet. What am i suppose to do right now at this moment? Wake Mother up & spit everything out? Goshhhhh~ This is crazy. Mother wont be listening fully cause shes half asleep. Maybe i should wait for tomorrow night. Let just see how. But seriuosly, my mind is out of control. I cant even think properly.

Dear God, please let all this end fast. Hopefully i could make it & make my parents smile. Atleast. Please God. I know you care for you people & is watching us. Do protect us until the end of our day. Amin. :''(

Mother just told me few mins ago that maybe shes not be able to tag along on this Friday. I was pissed for a few seconds then she hugged me. When she hugged me, i knew that she had faith in me. She knew i'll be so pissed if she were not to attend that event. & yes, i knew she was joking. She just wanted to she how my reactions is, if she said that. Yes you got me Mother! ;D Because of this, i doesnt want to make my Mother cry for me for countless time. It hurts making Mother cried for us. Ive been there. Dear God, i'll surely knew that you've seen me & Mother. Please God, give me tha golden chance & i promised that i'll do my very very best for tha next test. Amin Amin. :"/

Goodnights. ^^

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