for neglecting my poor bloggy here. Comp has been so stucked up, & i finally managed to do something to it & be able to enter blogger. I was like ' damnit! i should have done this a few days ago! oh screw me! '. So bloody hell stupid me. But its okay.

• BBQ pit at Sembawang Park. [ pictures will be uploaded soon. ]
• sleepover at Kak Huda's crib, & went swimming at Sembawang with tha kids.
• Rapsodi HIts Live at Mediacorp, with Crownie, baybieG & tha rest. ;DD [ pictures, soon too. ]
• a quick & touching moment with Father & Mother. [ nooneknowsaboutit. ]
• Family Dinner at Sakura Buffet at Woodlands. saaaaaaaaaaaaapppp*!

I guess thats all? Doomed! I forgot some events. Pffffts. Anw, i am okay with baybieG! Hehe! Sooooo happy. I love love her okay. ;D Not quite close to a guy named AFK. Screw you biatch.

Without me or even tha rest noticing, time flew so fast. 4 more days to tha final day. I felt so nervous until i cant even concentrate on anything. My mind was in a mess. It is full of thinking-about-tha-day. My mindset was so tight until i wana cry. But i knew crying wasnt tha right solution. Friday, 18th Dec 09 is tha day. Tha day that will tell me if i am fit to have a second chance. A chance to take my Os & concentrate on my future. Perhaps life. A huge question mark is currently stucked into my head. How will it be? Will it turn out good? Whats next? I felt pressured. 4 days can come in a blink. What if tomorrow is tha day? Am i ready for it? Ive studied for tha test. But what am i afraid of? Ive done tha test. But what am i regret of? I dont wish to regret or afraid of anything. But why this feeling? I am so stressed thinking about this BIG THING. Dear God, please protect me from anything. Please let my Friday be my happiest Friday. If its otherwise, i guess its the end. Hopefully it will turn out positively. Amin. :''( I wont smile, until tha right day comes, even if i have to put fake smile. Just let it be.

So much for my happy ending, Amin.

Ive let it out. Phewwwww. So now what? I am tired of typing actually. Abg Lan is planning to sneak into my blog. Haha! Everyone can read it, AFTER i post it. Warning ey. Haha! Will be meeting all my dearest peeps on Friday-tha-day. :/ Oh screw it. Working tomorrow, as per normal. o_O" I am off now. Takecare, ^^.

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