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Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 5:55 PM
Banyak jugak eh dugaan dalam hidup ni. Yang kat sch laen, kat ruma laen. Haish...
Its not easy to be me eh, i tell you guys. You may see me happy & cheerful outside. But inside, i am different. Theres lots of things playing around my mind. Sometimes i feel like giving up in life. But i know, thats not tha right solution to every problems we have. We just have to go through all tha obstacles no matter what.
Thats what i am doing right now. Fighting off my intention of giving up & continue my life journey. I am defending myself just to make things right. When ive got some problems going on, i dont go around telling peoples my problems due to some reasons. Its either people will act ''masok telinge kanan, keluar telinge kiri'' & that will make my saliva go wasted OR they'll talk behind my back. Yes, i know peoples have their own opinions & nothing can stop them from saying anything. But why it hurts so much?
I am in confusion right now. I am feeling sad, down, disappointed, angry, furious, stressed, depressed, everything! Why is this happening to me right now? Why?
I am so down right now. I am down with my own doings. Haish....
Anw, i'll be away till Sunday as i am over at chalet with family. Goodnight, takecare.
Labels: :'(
Hidup ini tiada putusnya dengan dugaan. Ada saja yang harus kita tempuhi, walaupun ada kalanya ia akan membuat kita berputus asa dengan jalan hidup ini.
Banyak jugak eh dugaan dalam hidup ni. Yang kat sch laen, kat ruma laen. Haish...
Its not easy to be me eh, i tell you guys. You may see me happy & cheerful outside. But inside, i am different. Theres lots of things playing around my mind. Sometimes i feel like giving up in life. But i know, thats not tha right solution to every problems we have. We just have to go through all tha obstacles no matter what.
Thats what i am doing right now. Fighting off my intention of giving up & continue my life journey. I am defending myself just to make things right. When ive got some problems going on, i dont go around telling peoples my problems due to some reasons. Its either people will act ''masok telinge kanan, keluar telinge kiri'' & that will make my saliva go wasted OR they'll talk behind my back. Yes, i know peoples have their own opinions & nothing can stop them from saying anything. But why it hurts so much?
I am in confusion right now. I am feeling sad, down, disappointed, angry, furious, stressed, depressed, everything! Why is this happening to me right now? Why?
Ive made my father upset & i know ive disappoint him. I know its my fault. I admit it. Why am i acting this way this few days? Ughhhhh! What tha hell is wrong with me?! Damn it! But i dont mean it. Seriously, i dont mean it father. :'( I am Sorry.
I am so down right now. I am down with my own doings. Haish....
Anw, i'll be away till Sunday as i am over at chalet with family. Goodnight, takecare.
Labels: :'(
