Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 10:34 PM

Hey lovely readers. I am sorry for neglecting my dear bloggy here. I am kinda busy with school & stuffs. Stressed all the time. -,-"

MYE is coming & i am preparing for it right now. Kinda nervous though. Cause only MYE can prove people wrong, that i am not a type of girl who lacks in everything. I know where i stand. & i definitely know where i'll be going next. :)

Too many things happened lately. Not gona mention all btw. Its about my daily life. Yes, what a life. *sigh* I always sigh whenever i started a new day. Cause i wont know how will my day be. Things happened for a reason. There must be something good awaits us after something bad happened. The urge of giving up did appears a few times. But i think thrice before taking any action. I am half way there. Theres no way for me to give up just like that. I wanted to clear my Os like how ive cleared my Ns. Definitely its not easy. Never i thought it would be easy, yet the difficulties i am facing right now is pulling me back. I need motivation. Anyone can do this. But wheres my motivation? Ive motivated myself. But why it doesnt work? Haish... What a rough road life i am facing right now. Noone will ever knows how it feel & how i really feel, right at this moment. :'(

I knew that i used to be a strong girl. A strong girl that could fight or do anything, even things that peoples didnt think i could do it. But what happened now? I am weak. Seriously i am weak. Stressed. Depressed. A lot of things going around my mind. One by one, problems keep coming to me. But none is going away. I believed that every problems do has its own solve. But why mine doesnt even solving? Yet, it kept coming into my brain, one by one. I am tired. Exhausted. I need a rest. Seriously. Haish... :'(

As for Boyf, hes on his 'vacation' right now. I dont know how long will it be. But for what i know, i'll wait for boyf no matter what happens & how long he will be away. Our love will always be in my heart Dear.

You are my only one. Noone could ever replace you. Cause i know, theres no other like you Sayang. :')

I know i am too weak to handle all this. But i'll try to be strong like i used to. Cause i know peoples out theres plus Boyf will be very proud of me. :)

School has been ups & downs. Too much things happened in one time. *sigh* Hopefully it'll end soon. :'(

I am gona have my beauty sleep right now. Will be a long day tomorrow. Goodnight, takecare. ^^


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