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Dearest Gfs. Im sorry cause i've ruined everything. I knew it, our friendship wont last. Im really sorry. I know you guys have been saying about me, that im ego & unfair. Well, i have my life too. I have to tell you guys how i feel. If you think that im not important in your life anymore, go ahead. Cause i know, i dont depend my life on you guys. I know this will hurt you guys. But im really, really sorry. As i have to move on. Takecare Gfs. :'))
Nothingg much todayy. Thought of followinn my parents to my mum's fren's weddinn at Tekka. Hehks~! Free nasi briyanii oii. Unfortunately, my parents didnt allow. K tkperr. Bro Lan & Sis Yati go jb coz my dad left hys things at our jb's hse. Sanggopp sakk. Hahks~! At ard 1, my siblinggs at BP came. So, tk lonelyy la eyy. Best oii~! Watch DVDs samer2, play PSP & play ard wibb my niecess. Wel, altho i didnt go out todayy, bt my fam reallyy make my dayy. Had funn todayy wibb my complete fam at my hse. Weeeee~! After havinn soo much fun, my siblinggs at BP go backk hm at 7, coz Bro Zari hadd summ apptmts. Nehh mind. :DD Tmr hadd lessons da wholee wk except Wed. I wil surely go to ol da lessons. Wel, cnt wait for tmr actually. :DD
Okehh, its alrdy 8 & i tinkk im late for da teevee show, Cinta Fitri. Gaaaaaah~! So longgg. :DDDD
"Its time for me to start anew. Tears wont change anything, even turning the time back. Im useless & dont deserve anything. Im regret to what i've done. But, is it too late for me to start anew? I kept thinking about this & is there a chance for me? Will someone give me another chance? Noone knows about it except God."
Longg time neverr update huh? Yerppp. Nt lazy or buzy, juz dun noe wat to update. About my results, hell yeaa, i passed onlyy 2 subj. Ystrdy had da PTC at skewl. My apptmt supposedd to be at 4.30pm. Bt Ms Toh ygg tersygg nii, dragg my timinn ol da way to 5.30pm. Siakk kn? Hahks~!
Okehh, lets tok abt da PTC. Ohwel, Ms Toh tel evritink to my mum abt me. Actually, my dad ponn ader. Bt, he dun wan to noe abt it, & he juz sits outside. Hurhur~! Yerrlaaaaa. -,- & abt da ORF(btol tk? hahks~!), Mdm Mary da Prata Gerl hadd commentedd abt me. Hahks~! Yerpp, its true, im easily distractedd. Afiq laa nii. Hahks~! I've req Ms Toh sygg to sit me infront. So dat i cn payy more attention. Lastly, make my promisedd to Ms Toh sygg & my dear mum dat i'll do wel in my studies if i were sitted infront.
"Okok, i promisedd. *smileeeee*"
Hehks~! Wel, wat cn i expect. My mum & dad kipp nagginn at me non stop. I deserves it btw. :DD & i guess, tis June Holis wil b fun ryt? Yerpppp, fun studyinn whilee da rest enjoyyyyyyyyyy. Gaaaaaaah~! Heck care anw. :))
To Syazwani Bte Rosman:
babe, you seem to be different nowdays. you just heck care about me & go to gfayumi & gfcrownie. i dont mind actually. well, your frustrated at me cause i show attitude to you is it? hahks~! kekek jugak ey. im just showing to you cause i want you to know that i love you. lau kau tk kesah, then what can i say la kn. if you want to ignored me, go ahead babe. but remember 1 thing, aku tk pernah anggap kau sebagai MUSUH aku. takecare babe. :DD if gfayumi, gfcrownie or gffaiz read this, then its good. gfwanie doesnt have any blog anw. so, tell her for me okehh. :))
I guess i shud end now ayts. Stomach is singinn trance. Hahks~! So longgggggg. :DDD
Nt to forget, Happy 15th Burfday GfCrownie.
May God bless u & wishh u ol da best ayts.
Happy2 slaluuuuu~! :DDD
Okehhh. Dats ol. Takecare peeeeps~! :DDD
GRRRRRRR~! :((
I did superb badly for my MYE. I wana cried wen i received da exam papers. Bt tis tears of myn juz wont cum out. Had a moody day after recess. I cnt believe dat i failed my Eng paper. Through out ol da paper i've received, i didnt pass any of dem. Even one. Ol paper had been distributed except for Art, Malay & Social Studies. I regret for not doing well for MYE. & i dun wana stay back. Feel sooo moody todayy. Bt i'll nt show it infront of my fam as i dun wan dem to noe yet. Dey had givenn me lotsa chances, for me to improve my attitude & studies. Bt i've neglet it. I didnt used da chances wisely. Im sooo disappointed in myself. Ive promised Kak Huda to study hard & make my fam proud. Bt i juz ignore dat promised & do watever i wan. Haishh! I hate myself for being so selfish. I juz tink abt myself & nvr think abt my fam. I lied to my fam a lots of tyms & make dem cried for me. Surely, i really hate myself. Haishhh~!
Frm now onwards, i promised to myself dat i'll study hard & make my fam proud. For once, i really wana changee. To ol hus reading ryt now, u guys r da witness. :((
To GfCrownie, congrats on ur gd results. Urs r wayyyy better den myn. :'(
My moody mood is becuminn higherrr. Takecare peeeps. :((
Cnt wait for tmr's bbq pit. Im sure its gona be funnnnnn! Weeeee~! :DDD
Ntg much today. Lazy tuhh tok abt skewl. & it'll be a short post yaww.
Takecare peepzz~! :DDD
*tk sabar la bsok! :DD*
Finished my last paper today which is POA Paper 1. & its definitely damn easy yaw. I hope to pass tis paper ey. Hehks! Unlike POA Paper 2, its damn fuckinn difficult. Grrrr~! Otakk serabott oii. Nehh mindd, exam overrr yaww! Atlast, i cn releasedd my stress abt da exams & tinkk abt da upcuminn bbq pit at Pasir Ris. Weeeee~! Tk sabarr oii. :DDD
Juz now afterr skewl wen straight to Lot. Yeppp, deres no plan madee. So walk2 ard & afterr eatinn, decidedd to slackk at GfAyumi's hm areaa. I swear dat placee really rawks my dayy. Me & GfFaiz hadd funn shoutinn ol da stress out like a retardedd ppl. While my 3 Gfs walk slowly like models. Hahks! & i was da most energetic ones. Hurhur! Da funny part was, suddenly deres 1 gigantic bee(nt dat big actually) wana stinkk GfFaiz. GfAyumi calledd hymm & he shoutedd like a gerl. Hahks! While i ran as fast as i could like a cheetah(nt dat fast). Hahks! :PP & offff we go homeeee. :DD
GfRina text me abt her latest post. I quickly read herr post, & i swear, its damn fuckinn funny. Hahks! Mcm2 ey awak. Nono, anak kamal tk suker luhh ey. Bluekxx! XDD
Okehh lorr. My stomach is grubbling trance now. Laparr oii. Wana eat yaww. Takecare ppl~! :DD
❤EEFAYURINIE~08.
Combination of EERAH, FAIZ, AYU, RINA & WANIE.
I swear, i love you guys till the end of my very own life. No one can ever replaced you guys. Sumpah, korang are the best. Thanks for being there for me whenever i need help. & alot thankies for the sweet & cute gifts. I loveeee it sooo much! I promised, will never leave you guys. Hold that promised yaw. Precious oii~! :DD Muackzzz!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~!
Seeingg sumtinn diff? Ohh, my url of coz. Wel, ive changed it due to sum reasons. If ur sayinn dat im a cowardd of facingg ppl dat like to insult me, well, i shall sayy dat ur definitely wrongg. Im nt a type of gerl hu like to fightt overr a small matter.
Yeppppp! I admit dat ive done it b4, ONCE. Okehhh, its totally an old storyy to tokk abt.
Bt sum ppl juz dun undrstnd whether da prob had been solvedd or nt. Deyy juz enterr da frame without askinn wads da storyy is ol abt. KPO, dats wad i called tis kind of ppl. Ppl wibb no sense of respect towards others & didnt tinkk of demself. No ones perfect. & ppl doo make mistake. I changedd my url as ive hadd enuff of hearinn ppls superb bloody comments. It really irritates me. Frankly, i dun stopp ppl to insult or hate me. Why Eerah? Bonus qn. Coz watever ppl do or tokk abt me, im stil who im & no one cn change my lyfe. Tis is my lyfe. I noe wad im doinn. & if ur nt happy wibb me, juz confront me & sayy watever uu wana say infront of my face. If u hav da guts to spammed me, y nt havin da guts to confront me & tel? Ohh pleasee, grow up ppl. I hate enemies actually. Bt, once u startedd it, i wil defintely do it to uu, twice as bad. Cum on, try me. I dare u guys. Its nt dat i wana ckp besar heree, bt think, did i everr disturb uu ppl or sumtin? Pffffffffffft~! Enuff yaww.
"Eerah da tknk ribot2 lagy psl spam or ape2 lah ey. Eerah juz doakn korg mati kene langgar dgn lori ajerr la k?" :DDD
Atlast, 1 more paper to go & puffffff!, WEEEEEEEE~! Start tinkinn abt da bbq pit Eerah. I bet, its gona be double triple FUNNN! Cnt wait for 10may08. :)) Happyy seyyy! :DD
"I still cant figure it out. Who are you? But, i cant denied that i still love you. When could be the right time for us? Please, dont make me your doll that you can play around with. I have my feelings, so do you. Its been a period of time, but you still havent got the clue yet? Gosh! I really feeling like giving up. No one knows how i feel about you. Please for once, have the effort to make up this LoveStory of ours & make me yours. ;))" loved, Eerah.
HAPPY 15th BURFDAY TO EERAH~! :DDD
Tis yr's burfday is da TOUCHINGG burfday everr. Ystrdy my Bro Lan ajakk me go jb. Atfirst, i was feelingg damn lazy. Bt he insistedd me to goo. K laaa, ku pegyyyy. & i've no idea dat my Sis Nurul, Bro Zari & Bro Fit cum alongg too. Deyy drivee usingg Bro Zari's car. Hahks! Anjat oii. But b4 dat, my dad fetch Sis Yati at JP. & wen it strikes at 12midnyt, ol of demm in my dad's car wishh me happy burfday! Awww, i swear it was damn touchingg. & yupp, i admit dat i wana cryy. Bt i managedd tuh tahann my tears. Afew secs laterr, GfWanie & GfAyu wishh me tooo thru sms. Alamak, touchingg oi. Grrrr~! I've juz tahann my tears. Hahks! Feel wana cry actually. Bt its okehh, i dun wanna dem tuhh ask me, 'naper eerah? apsal ni? burfday kau pon nk nanges. tk phm aku.' Blablabla lerrrr. Dats y i dun wan tuhh show my bloody face tuhh dem. Hahks! Pastuuu, mit my Bro's & Sis at cashcard topup nyerr tmpt. Hehks! We zoooom off tuhh Pasar Borong Pandan & eat satayy. Sedapp oii. :PP Buyy lotsa DVDs yaw. Den Bro Fit ajak me browse2 da bajuu2. Atlast, he buy himself 1 polotee. Niceee choice. :)) After dat, we borak2 at Pasar Borong Pandan til ?? Hahks! Gibb me a guess. ?? Wel, its til 3.30am in da morningg. Tiredd yet fun. Wen back home & reachhed homee ar 4.30am. Change my clothes & ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz~! Btw, GfCrownie & GfShikin wishh me toooo! Thnks bby2 kuzz. Muahh! Hehks! Takecareee ppls! :DD
HAPPY 15th BURFDAY TO EERAH~! *again. :DDD
