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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 7:33 PM

FRIDAY;cuteeeeee kans? chubby bangetttt(!)
Right after sch, went back home to wash myself up. Get myself ready to follow my parents to KKH, to visit my foster sister, Nurul Nashita. Shes given birth to her 2nd child. & its a girl. I swear shes really really cute(!) Her eyes are blue black cause of tha process of giving birth. But shes cute afterall. ;))

SATURDAY;i was boredddd, & nothing to do. ;DD
Woke up at 11 plus & nobody's at home. Called father & hes in JB with mother & 2nd brother, while 1st brother went to work. Called sis in law & meet her up at West Coast Plaza. Took tha cab there & had my superb late breakfast. Hahaks* I swear it was a tiring & sunny day. But suddenly, it rains cats & dogs. Best(!) Meet up with 1st brother at their rental shop. Both of them talked to tha rental's owner for like about 1hr or less. While then, i took some self pictures & called Faizbf up as i was very f bored. Talked nonsense with him & he hang up as he wanted to get ready to head up to Bugis with YTP bradders. After that, went to Ananas to buy our superb late lunch. Bought tha food & drinks, & ate under tha voideck. Took tha bus home & home sweet home. Hahaks* Slacked around at home & currently bored(!) Tomorrow Apaidude's gona treat some of 4Gs peeps. Gerek(!) I wana tag along but, i dont think i can. Pfft(!)

Labels: tha pictures are upload. ;D
@ 7:21 PM















HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO BAT & BILLIE(!)
Tha pictures above are tha pictures that i supposed to upload on my previous previous previous previous post. But some pictures are not with me. They are with Faizbf. Susanbby had posted tha pictures in her blog. It was Bat's 17th birthday & Billie's belated birthday. Really enjoying ourselves. ;))

Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 5:05 PM

Sorry for not updating for tha past few days. CA's attacking, & thank god, its over. Currently waiting for tha results. *pray hard* ~
I am feeling very very low right now. I just dont know what i had done wrong to you. Ive studied hard for tha upcoming test/exams, but why you didnt even trust me? I knew that ive been a very very bad girl for tha past few years, but i am trying my very best to change for tha better. Why cant you at least give me a chance? Ive realised my mistakes & i am sure to regret about it. Talk are cheap. Yes they are. But nobody knows me cause they never lived my life before. They doesnt know how hard it is to live in this reality world. Ive tried my best to make you proud of me, but why are you giving me negative feedbacks? I wana to prove you wrong that i could study & do well in my studies, but i need someone to stand on my back & give me high hopes. You want me to success, but your way are just wrong. Instead, youre making me feeling very down & low. I just dont know who to rely on. I could never knew who to turn to. Youre just being unfair to me.
Please Father, understand & trust me just this once.
CA's over. Eng paper was an essay. I wrote down all tha things which was in my head. When ive completed it, i read it & it was like out of point, maybe. Lalaaaa~ Next was Geog paper. I swear it was hard. I crack my head but i still didnt know tha answer. Gone case~ As for Malay paper, it really was okay. Of course laa, no point being a pure malay if you dont know malay, right? Comb Sci paper, 50-50. Hahaks* Just lack of confidence of passing it. For Maths paper, it was superb(!) Superb easy i tell you. Sure pass, insya'allah(.) Lastly, POA paper, whoaaaa(!) 50-50 too. Gagaaaa~ Theres no paper today. PE lesson was tha first in tha list. Had our 2.4 run on tha hockey pitch. But instead of running, me & Nanabby do fast-walking. Hahaks* Then slacked around at fitness corner. Eng lesson was normal. Mrs Teo gives back our test papers & we're asked to CHECK our OWN paper. Gaaaahs~ Skim through & gives it back to her. Art lesson was okay today. Ms Bianca didnt nag at us. But instead, she helped us. Shes sucha joker. Ate fruits in art room & bbual mcm paham. Had a break for half hour at tha canteen & when back to class for Chem lesson. Padahal padahal(!) Mr Aidil didnt attend tha class & Ms Paul came in. He gives us work to do & i still havnt complete it yet. Damn(!) Gona do it later then. After sch, met Apaidude. Talked & slacked around. Sorry dude, i dont think i can make it this Sunday. I want to, but i cant. I just dont want to worsen tha situation. Dengan bapak ku mcm gini. Sorry aight dude. As for your post, i dont know what to say laa. I just want you to be happy in your life. Just enjoy life while you can okay? Sayangggg Apai matxiao18(!) After that, went back home alone as tha rest wanted to do art together. Sorry aight peeps. I cant tagged along. Well, you guys know my situation right? Sorry again. Currently bored. Nothing much to do right now. Mother texted me to meet her downstairs. Go to go. Takecare, ^^.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 4:52 PM

Specially for my dearest babe, Fatin Fylzaah. ;
I know its hard for you to accept all this. But i believed you & him could solve things out in a smooth manner. Dont talk when both are feeling like blasting out. Cause i knew it will benefit you guys nothing. When both has cool down, then you can talk things out. Frankly, its really silly to fight over small things. Both parties has to be gentle, be honest, think maturely & trust each other. Without this few things, a relationship wont go any longer. Try not to break tha trust that has been given to you. Cause its not easy to win tha trust back. Be honest to each other & no one will get hurt. Be gentle when solving a problem. I know its hard. Yes, ive gone through it before. & i knew how exactly you felt. A relationship consist of 2 ppl. Tha only person that could help to solve tha problem is you guys. Others could only adviced. As only you both knew better about whats happening. Just one thing, think positively. Cheer up alright babe? Dont worry, i am here for you. ^^
@ 12:59 PM

First of all. Ayumiebby, Shekynbby, Idabby, Nikbby, Faizbf, Marwandude, Fatinbabe, Crowniebby, Rudydude, Apaidude & Faeizahbabe, thanks for presenting yourself to my open house yesterday. You guys really make my day. Well, i am supposed to update about tha open house yesterday, but i am too exhausted. Entertaining my bby'ies & others, doing tha house chores from tha start of tha event till end. Even when my peeps are around, its my job to do all this cause my brothers are not at home, they are working. Pffft(!) Its over laa anw. Lets talked about yesterday shall we?
Okay, it was superb. I was waiting for my peeps to come. Well, while waiting for them, i read my storybook like a very obedient kid. Well(!) Hahaks* When they arrived, my parents called me. Told me that they had already here. Very very happy~ Shaked hands & asked them to sit. Shocked when i saw Rudy, Crowniebby's bf. Alright, hello new friend. ;) They slacked around & i talked most of the time with Ayumiebby, Shekynbby, Nikbby & Idabby. Faizbf didnt tagged along with them as he thought he wana tagged along with Apaidude. But instead, Apaidude arrived a lil later with Faeizahbabe by cab. Told them to eat, but they 'berat bontot'. Hahaks* Shy shy laa. Nk makan malu, datang rumah aku tk malu? Hahaks* Mins later, they went to tha buffet and serve their ownself. Well, self-service. ;D After eating, slacked around. But at around 3 plus, Marwandude, Fatinbabe, Crowniebby & Rudydude went off first. So left Ayumiebby, Shekynbby, Idabby & Nikbby. Lets skip about tha 'doa selamat' shall we? Then Faizbf called up. Asked me to fetched him at Teck Whye LRT. Alrights. I went downstairs & fetched him. I laughed my ass out the minute i saw him. Gagaaaa~ Bring him up, & hes shy. Like real(!) Asked him to eat, & he like to tease my niece, Anggun Farisya. They both are like 'matair'. Hahaks* Very very cute! As time passed by, Apaidude msged saying that someone have to fetched him. Wokay, me & peeps fetched him downstairs. He & Faeizahbabe arrived by cab. Went back upstairs & asked them to eat. Talked & laughed non-stop. Suddenly Ayumiebby got a weird request from me. Hahaks* You know, i know, ppl dont know(!)(!) Alright shusssh~ At around 6 plus, all my peeps went off & i continued my house chores. But most of tha time, i spent my time reading my storybook. Well(!) Time when on very fast & its already night. Took a bath to refresh myself. Changed into home clothes & cleaned up tha house. After my job's done, i went to my parents room to opened up tha gifts. Its my favourite part of tha day. Received lots & lots of chocolates. Anw, thanks Crowniebby for tha towel. I almost fought with my brother over that towel. Hahaks* Right after that, i went straight to my room to continue reading my book, but while reading, i fall asleep. ;P
This morning, i woke up at 10 plus & tha house was quiet. I only saw my brother, sis in law & my aunt. & tha rest was gone. I recalled back & remembered that tha rest are out to JB to visit someone. & so, i watched tv & eat. Havnt washed up yet~ Hahaks* ;PP & now, while updating, Susanbby nudged me. Saying that shes sorry for not coming to my open house yesterday. Its okay aights. Currently downloading some songs. Thinking of what song that fits my blog here. Lalaaa~ Tha rest of family still havnt come back yet. Nvm. Gona bath now(!), * study later for tomorrow's CA. Gagaaaa~ Takecare, ^^.
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

Went to sch a lil late today, but not till 7.20am. If not, i'll be very very dead~ Sch? Well, sch was sch. Everything's tha same. Had PE lesson today. Jyeah, it was fun. Cause theres not much running needed. Had shot-put practiced. Its my favouriteeee(!) Went for recess & something happened. I'll elaborate about it later wokay? After sch, celebrated Bat's birthday & Billie's belated birthday. I swear it was damn bloody fun(!) Everyone was sabo-ing each other. & i was tha loudest. Hahaks* They sabo me, & i'll shout out loud like theres no one in this world. Took some pictures but cant upload it now. My USB cable is spoiled. Damn* Next time i'll upload it, perhaps. Well, after that, Nanabby, Susanbby, Waniebby, Ayumiebby, Nikbby, Faizbf & me went to Lot 1. Walked around & meet Zielabby, Efabby & Syab at LJS. Susanbby was hungry. I didnt tag along with them that much cause i knew it was already late. Planned to go to Faizbf's crib. Nanabby didnt tag along as shes busy with jamming thing, again. Susanbby didnt tag along too as shes hungry & wanted to stay with Zielabby. Went to Faizbf's crib & i swear, it was a lil bored. There wasnt much to do. Waniebby & Ayumiebby played comp while Nikbby, Faizbf & me watched tv, played guitar, played keyboard & watched some stuffs. Waduhh~ Kecohh laa oi(!) Proceed back home at 4pm, well it was planned at 3.30pm actually. But Waniebby was soo into tha comp. Nvm, i can wait. Btw, Faizbf's kitty named Kidney, seems to be sick. She cant walked proply & limping. Poor Kidney. Get well soon kitty. ;)) Reached home at 4.30pm. Wanted to take a bath but i was asleep instead. Woke up at 7pm. Rushed to tha toilet & took a bath, & get ready to go to religious class. Father sent me. Finishes class at 9.15pm, & brother fetches me. At home, there was my cousins. They came to my house to sent tha things for my open house tomorrow. Ahakk~ Tomorrow's my open house. Those who are invited, please try to make it wokay? Those who are not invited, i am soo sorry aights. Its limited actually. Current chatting with Mamonster. Talked about sch & blog. Hahaks* Kekek(!) Nothing much to do now. I am still finding a song for my blog. Brain storm*
To Crowniebby & Waniebby;
I am soo happy & glad that you guys are back as one. I really just dont want to see you guys fight over stupid little things. That tagboard of Apai's really is a mess. You guys, dont get Apai's angry. Hes sure a patience guy. But if you go over his limit, then its your choice. Hmms, at tha canteen during recess, i was like surprised to see my both bby'ies sitting at a table by themselves. They talked. I quickly sat there & interogated them. Hahaks* But at last, it was settled. Thanks to me & Mamonster. ;)) I just want to see them happy with each other. Please guys, stop wokay? Loveee you both bby'ies of mine. Muahhs(!)
Takecare, ^^.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 11:36 PM

Walauweiiii~ Just woke up from my lil nap. Sleepy yet hungry. Hahaks* Ive studied a lil today & read a book. Eat late dinner & quickly sat infront of tha comp. Current chatting, with Mamonster. Hmms, theres lots & lots & lots of problems are goin on, i must say. Hell yeah, its not my problems. But when tha problems consist of 2 of my bb'ies, then i must come in. I didnt expect them to reach to this state. I love you guys & i didnt want both of you to fight over a small thing, but ended up to become tha biggest thing ever. As for Mamonster, cheer up dude. Chill wokay? Think positively & you'll settle it aights. Today its Ms Toh's lesson at 2pm. She rearranged our sitting arrangements & i loveeee it(!) I sat with Afiq, Faizbf, Susanbby, Waniebby & Batman. Nanabby sat near SalaJambo as shes good at teaching him lesson. Hahaks* Serve you right RATNAM(!) Gagaaaa~ Walked home alone. Feel kinda awkward. While walking, ive turn my back for more than 10 times i think. *those who know about this, just shut your gaps up.* There PE lesson tomorrow with Aidil. WTH(!) I am gona do Ms Toh's hmwk, before she blast off at 4G tha minute she sees us. Takecare, ^^.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 7:13 PM

Everyone's been asking me, why i didnt believe in love nomore? I didnt know why but my mind & heart just say so. Throughout my life journey, there's no one perfect in my life. Jyeah, i know that my life is still a long time to go. I just didnt know, how the hell i had fallen in love with these guys. WTH(!) Well, its already been the past, & i cant rewind the time. I wish i could. I realised that lovelife are making me sick, inside & outside life of mine. My friends once told me that my life seems to be much better with the way i am right now. Being single is much much easier. I can do whatever i want & be with whoever i want. There's no one to stop me. But this cant stop me from disobeying my parents say. I am still under their care. My parents are my life. They give me love, care & concern in any way. But sometimes i just didnt noticed it & heck care about them. I am wrong to do that as i knew that they loves me alot. Ive done alot of stupid & silly mistakes in my life. Jyeah, they are sure angry but after some times, they persuaded me to change into a better person. Life is hard. There's a rough road to go through. But if we think positively, i dont think we will end up living in a sorrowness & suffer life.
ps; i swear to God, i dont believe in love & guys nomore. ^^

Sch as per normal today. Well, packed some nuggets & hotdogs to sch. Shared with Nanabby, Waniebby, Ayumiebby, Susanbby, Faizbf & some other guys. They a like tha 'piranas'. Hahaks* Study as per normal too. After sch, went to Faizbf's crib. But before that, went to Lot 1, just to window-shop. Me, Waniebby, Ayumiebby, Susanbby were at Faizbf's crib. Nanabby didnt tag along as she's buzy with jamming with her friends. Thats fine. We were like tha craziest thang in tha whole world. Laugh out loud & watched tv. I found Faizbf's IC. I shown it to my other 3 bby'ies. They really laugh out loud. Especially Susanbby. Hahaks* She laugh tha most. Gagaaa~ Waniebby & Ayumiebby are scared of cats. God(!) Afterall, GEREK(!) laaa. Went home at around 5 plus. Took tha LRT with Waniebby. She told me to sit beside her, but i dont want to. Hahaks* Say goodbye to her & my parents texted me to tag along with them to this shop. Tired* But i forced myself to go. Pffft* Went back home & took a bath. Eat & here i am, updating. Quite long ey this post? Lalaaa~ Current chatting with Susanbby & Fatinbabe. Gona study later at night for my CA. Heheks* Semangat(!) ;))
To Crownie;
- Jyeah, i know you wont die if you didnt tag along with us to Faizbf's crib. So? Did i say you'll die because of that? What do you mean by 'true colours' & 'satellite' ey? Why not talk straight into my face IF you have something to talk about me? Come on babe. Grow up. Dont do these silly things as i knew you wont get anything but A GOOD NAME. I know you privated your blog as you dont what people like us to know what you typed in it right? Well, i know its your rights to typed in whatever you want, but think twice. Might as well tell right in the faced, than just telling your blog right? I dont know whats into you. Whatever it is, just tell me if you have anything to say about me aight babe? Cause by telling people about me wont do you any good as in the end, you will ruined your OWN NAME. Just think wokay babe? (:
'Ada ubi ada batas, ada hari boleh balas.'
'Ada pergi, ada balik.'
Happy 18th Birthday Baziela(!)
May all your wishes come true & all the best in life aights babe? Muahhs*(!) ;))
Takecare, ^^.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 10:01 PM

I dont know what happened to me today. I flared up at ppl & had a sudden cry. I really f. dont know whats wrong with me today. I feel like crying my heart out & superb flared up at ppl around me. Is it because im too stress up about things around me? Dear God, please help me. I need your guidance.
School as usual today. Went home around 4 plus. Really damn f. exhausted. Nothing much happen today. Just a plain-tired-bored day. Took a lil nap & studied EM & EL. Btw, just now during mornin assembly, OM shown tha sch this silly vid taken by Abg Jo. Hahaks* Paiseyy siols. So silly laa you ppl. Nothing to do is it? Fighting over $2, then sparring? Walauwei~ Childish(!) Get caning right? Baguss(!) Hmms, CA's around tha corner, & its like soo fast? Hahaks* Studying hard enough for my CA. ;) Well, its a bored day afterall. Takecare, ^^.
Currently chatting with Crownie.
- I dont link private blog babe. Unless that person allows me to view his/her blog's with a sincere heart & have a 100% trust on me. Well, up to you. & jyeah, Apai texted me but i didnt tell you cause i dont think its important right? ;) Not sarcasticly typed, it just came out from my head. ^^
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

'Seumur hidup aku, ini yang pertama. Pintu hatiku diketuk, oleh Joyah dan Salmah.' (!)
Hahahaks* Ive just watched this series titled Kadir & Kadir. I recorded it. Its damn funny laaa. I laugh out loud like a mad girl. Well, school as per normal today. Quite tiring, sleepyyy! Walked home with Waniebby as she wana buy prepaid. She definitely my laughing gas. Laughing all tha way til reached LRT, & i walk to lift by myself. & i really cant take it. I cant tahan my bladder. So i booked tha toilet first. Heheks* Paiseyy(!) Btw, ive just reached home as i followed my dad just now. Currently bored, noone's chatting with me. "-,- Nvm. Changed my blog song. Nice tak? ;)
Been thinking & thinking. Why my life is like so f. miserable? Hmms. I dont know if it was because of my past, but i am trying hard to forget about it. Wanted to change for the better as i knew that my life journey is still a long way. Insya'allah(.) God are always here for us. Dear God, please help me to lead my life in a right path. Amin(.)
Takecare, ^^.
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 3:51 PM

Hmms, backiee aights. Ive posted 3 updates in 1 day? Quite impressive. Hahaks* LAME. Wokay, ive did tha house chores, including 'siang ikan'. Malay ppls know this. Well, currently chatting with Nanabby. She goin to Vivo later, to get her free chocs i think. Hahaks* & now im chatting with Razidude! Abg Apai got blog laaa siols. Wokay, gotta blast. Takecare, ^^.
@ 1:00 PM

Yiipeeee~ I was like superb happyyyy! My blog is finally done. ;) Happpy banget! Well, had a real hard time doing tis blog, but satisfied. Btw, ystrdy i cried tha whole night after getting scolded by my mum. Haishh~ I was just finishin my blog & she sream at me like hell. Hmms, had a moody night. Today im alone at home doing nothing except blogging. ;DD Ive changed my links aights ppls. Link wokay? Currently bored & im gonna change my blog's song, soooon. Tha current song is just testing. ;P Mum just called & asked me to hang tha wet clothes. Well, go to go ppls. Takecare, ^^.
@ 1:08 AM

CHIAK! Alas, my blog is like finally aliveee~ Yeayy! Btw, ive been editting my blog for like about 3hrs?! Pheww~ Superb exhausted, but satisfied. ;DD Well, im superb tired right now & my hips are killin me. Till mornin aights peeps? Gdmorninn~* ;))
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