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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 10:23 PM

Eh eh, aku da taknak pikir ah pasal bende bende ni sume.
Aku nak happy ah. Pasal ah.
Susah ah kalau asek ingat orang, tapi atlast aku tak dapat apape.
Eh da ah. Aku da malas. Seriously. Aku penat.
Aku pon manusie siul. Ader perasaan.
Sendiri mau ingat ah kay.
Kau nak tipu dengan si penipu ni? Ishk. Tak patot.
Da kasi chance, lagi nak buat lagi. Wahh, melebih siul.
Eh pasal lah. Ape nak jadi, jadi ah.
Ape gune lafazkan kata 'Sayang' if you dont mean it?
Kalau stakat nak sedapkan hati aku je kan, puas hati kau pegi cakap pt pompan laen.
Tkd tkd. Aku da penat, malas dengan bende ni sume.
Kau senang senang pat luar, aku pat sini mcm budak bodo.
Kau pikir aku kau peh baruah pe sia? Pikir ah eh.
SUMPAH AKU PENAT. :'(

I am just spitting out everything thats in my mind right now. I feel sooooo relieved after letting all this out. Sorry non-malays peeps. You guys dont understand it cause its in malay language. Hehe! :D Its just about my lovelife. Been down on it. :'(

But nevermind, i know i am strong. Hehe! :D
Okay bye! ^^
@ 9:31 PM

Sorry sorry sorry sorry for not updating my dead bloggy here. Been lazy lately, & also busy with sch stuffs. Sch has been ending late as theres lots of remedials going on. Biasa bro, budak O. Hehe! :D & so, ive got no time to even update my dusty blog here. Except for my FB. It'll always be on. HAHA! :D Anw, ive been on track with studies. Especially Maths & Geog. How fabulous it is right? I know. ;)

Let me skip about my passed few days of sch okay? & lets get back about this week. I am sooo in love with this week as ive got only 3 days of schling. Thursday will be our APEX DAY & Friday is Good Friday which equals to PUBLIC HOLIDAY! This is one of tha reason why i HATED Mondays & i LOVED Fridays. HEH! ;D

& yes, i cant wait for tomorrow! 5 years in Teck Whye Sec & i am proud to be one of tha FALCONs. YESSSSSSSS! VERY PROUD! :DD COME ON FALCONS! LETS CHEER OUR LUNGS OUT TOGETHER YEAHHHHHHH! ;DDD

Crownieee had been crazay these few days. Shes been making obsence(S) jokes & not to forget, nonsense too. HAHA! I KNOW YOU LOVE MY NENE. :DDD [ go & look at her blog for more infos. HAHA! ]

& guess what? Ive been liking these K-Pop songs like SorrySorry, Super Girl & Gee. Its Super Juniour & Girl's Generation. Like surprised right? I know. o_O" Ive not been liking these Korean songs since i was born. Like seriously. -,-" But since 5B 2010 has been born, they had been poisoning my mind about K-Pop. HAHAHA! Its Jun Jie, Zakri, Pamela, Rouping & others that LOVEDDDDDDD K-Pop sooooo much! Well, i do think Super Junior is HOT! & Girl's Generation is cute & adorable. :D Especially their outfits & dance steps. Their dance steps are damn nice! ;D

Chances are chances.
Why do peoples always take advantage of chances?
I am tired. Tired of entertaining liars.

Okay, i just cant wait for tomorrow & have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :DD & hopefully it dont rains. PRAY HARD FALCONS! :DD

Will update soon okay my lovely readers? No no, i promised! ;)
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.

Labels: aku adalah hanya insan biasa yang punya perasaan...
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 8:15 PM

TODAY ISNT MY DAY TOO!
WHAT THA HECK SIA?! -,-"

My hp has been confiscated. Prolly will be getting it back next thursday, if i cant get it back tomorrow. What a life without hp. HAHA! o_O"

Wont be talking about sch, anw. Will be studying later on. & thanks to Mdm Pua that i could understand Geog just now. Heh! :D

I am off now. No hp, no life, soooooooo boring! -,-""
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.

Labels: i miss you...
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 10:14 PM

Sorry a million for not blogging. & yes, its very dusty here. -,-"

I am currently packed with sch stuffs. Will be blogging about my March holis & weekends yeah? Stay tune okay peoples. :D

BTW, TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY.
pffffft~ -,-"""

Lastly, i love my boyfriend. ;)
Takecare, ^^.

Labels: what a hectic days for me....
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 5:55 PM

Hidup ini tiada putusnya dengan dugaan. Ada saja yang harus kita tempuhi, walaupun ada kalanya ia akan membuat kita berputus asa dengan jalan hidup ini.

Banyak jugak eh dugaan dalam hidup ni. Yang kat sch laen, kat ruma laen. Haish...

Its not easy to be me eh, i tell you guys. You may see me happy & cheerful outside. But inside, i am different. Theres lots of things playing around my mind. Sometimes i feel like giving up in life. But i know, thats not tha right solution to every problems we have. We just have to go through all tha obstacles no matter what.

Thats what i am doing right now. Fighting off my intention of giving up & continue my life journey. I am defending myself just to make things right. When ive got some problems going on, i dont go around telling peoples my problems due to some reasons. Its either people will act ''masok telinge kanan, keluar telinge kiri'' & that will make my saliva go wasted OR they'll talk behind my back. Yes, i know peoples have their own opinions & nothing can stop them from saying anything. But why it hurts so much?

I am in confusion right now. I am feeling sad, down, disappointed, angry, furious, stressed, depressed, everything! Why is this happening to me right now? Why?

Ive made my father upset & i know ive disappoint him. I know its my fault. I admit it. Why am i acting this way this few days? Ughhhhh! What tha hell is wrong with me?! Damn it! But i dont mean it. Seriously, i dont mean it father. :'( I am Sorry.

I am so down right now. I am down with my own doings. Haish....

Anw, i'll be away till Sunday as i am over at chalet with family. Goodnight, takecare.

Labels: :'(
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 8:57 PM

Skipped about extra lessons today.

I had soooo much fun with my peeps today!
Thanks for tha treat Asri. Next time i treat you okay? ;DD
  • Faiz Ahiishz - 1st husband.
  • Aez Sky - 2nd husband.
  • Crownieee - my toyol daughter.
  • Haikal - my toyol's husband.
  • Asri - angel just fall from tha sky.
See? Ive got 2 husband. Ishk. Its not easy okay handling this 2. Phewwwwww~ o_O"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I love them sooooo muchies. Had a great time with them today. After our lunch at LJS, Asri have to go off first. Then after a while while, Crownieee & Haikal go off too. Left me & my husbands. Window shopped with them, talked craps, laughed our asses out! ^^

My 1st husband nak beli Hersheys at Watson. Skali tengok queue mintak ampun! Haha! Stakat nak beli satu chocolate, abeh kene queue gitu panjang? Kirim salam sudah eh Bie. :DDDD

My 2nd husband pulak asyik dengan dier peh Ferrero ajeeeeee. Next time i belikan kay Bie? Eh tapi i da kasi time birthday u peeeeee. Tak cukop kah? Ni laaa, hantu Ferrero! :DDDD

Macam-macam karena laki-laki aku ni. Peninggggggggggggggggggggggggggg~ -,-"

At around 5pm plus, me & 2nd husband went off while 1st husband waited for his scandalism clans. Heh! Tkpeee, aku kasi lepas. Tengok! Untong kan dapat bini macam aku. Kasi laki aku bebas. HAHAHAHA! ;D

Okay Eerah. Youve been talking nonsense since just now. Why sia? :/

Simple. Its simply because i am happy with tha way i am right now. I am free from all tha jantan sundalans & started to mingle again. Mingling with my peeps is my all time favourite! :)

One more thing.

in singlish -
eh eh. dont anyhow say we throw shits at you guys ah. think what? funfair ah say people like that? no proof then dont say lah. freaks sia you all. -,-"

translation -
eh eh. jangan nak sembarang cakap kite buang taik pat korang la. pikir ape? funfair pe sia cakap orang macam gitu? takde bukti jangan sembarang cakap la. ALIEN sia korang. -,-"

Okay i am done. & now i am bored. o_O" Entertain me laaaaa peoples. Heh! Ah, nevermind. Wana check my facebook & listen to music or maybe watching DVDs. Goodnight, takecare, ^^.

Labels: happiness is what i wanted in life...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:20 PM

Sorry eh peoples. Ive been sooooooo lazy lately just to update this blog of mine. Anw, lets talk about March holis okay?

Its March holis right now, & i dont feel any holis. Like seriously. Because of extra class. -,-" & so, ive attended English lesson yesterday & it was fun. I love Mrs Teo! ;D Was late for SS lesson today & thought of give it a skip. Had our breakfast & waited for Physics lesson to start at CC Macd. But hell yeah, it was cancelled due to Mdm Sumarni's sickness. Weeeeehooooo~! ;) Chilled around with Crownieee, Aez Sky & Asri. ^^

Backed homey, changed, & off downstairs as my sister was waiting for me. We're spending time together today or perhaps a Date. Yeayyyyy! ;D BIL alighted us at CWP & yes, our dating session started. Had my lunch at Mac & enjoyed my juicy Mega Mcspicy. Wooooohooooooo! ;)

I cant meet my sister that often because she stays in Woodlands where else i stays in Teck Whye. So theres lots of things to catch up. Like my studies & about her daily life. :)

After lunch, off to window shopping! She wanted to look for her shoes, but theres so many choices. Shes soooooo fussy & it will kill you if you were to accompany her to shop. HAHA! She loves shopping, especially shoes & bags. So i dont mind at all, minus tha complains. LOLS! & so, shes not buying any shoes, but she bought pyjamas for her princesses. ;D

Up to Cotton On. She bought a shawl for herself, while she bought for me a shirt & slippers. Thanks eh Kak. ^^ Off to Bata. Saw tha pump shoes that i wanted. Tried it on & she bought it for me! Yeay! Thanks laaaaaa Kak! I love you eh. ;) Plus my brothers & SILs toooo! Muahhhh! ;)

After that, off to McCafe to have my Double Chocolate Frappe, while waited for BIL to fetch us. Weeeeeee! Thanks again eh Kak. ^^ BIL reached & off we fetched tha princesses! They are sooooooooooo cute! I miss them. Lucky i could meet them just now, although its just for a while. Still, they put a wide smile on my face although they ignored me. -,-" Haha!

BIL sent me home around 6pm plus. I was dead tired. -,-" My feet are aching, due to walking alot with my Date today. Hah! Havnt eaten my dinner yet. Will have it soon. ;)

THANKS KAK HUDA. & I LOVE MY FAMILY! ;))

Whats in my mind right now? 2 things. :

1. SO WHAT KALAU KAU PRIVATE KAN BLOG KAU? NI ZAMAN I.T BEB. SO PEOPLE WILL HAVE 1001 WAYS JUST TO READ YOUR PRIVATE BLOG. & JANGAN NAK MAIN DENGAN API. TAKOT KAU TAK TAHAN DENGAN PANASNYE. :)

2. KAU TKD MUKE PE SIA NAK BBUAL DEPAN2? BBUAL BLAKANG BUKAN CARE AKU AH EH. UMOR MAKEN MENINGKAT TAPI OTAK LEMBAB BUAT PE KAN?
- terase? bagos ah sia kau terase. ORANG MCM KAU SAJAK DIGELARKAN "TWO FACES". assholes. -,-"


I am off to eat my dinner now. Goodnight & takecare, ^^.

Labels: macam macam adaaaaaaaaa! :D
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 8:00 PM

I know i cant keep on lying to myself just to make someone happy. Right?

I am so down right now, & i dont know what to do.

Crownieee, Aez Sky, Faiz Ahiishz, Wani LikeAnerd, Ayumieee, Fafa BaybieG.
I need you guys. Please spare some time for me bby'ies? :(

Ive got no more mood, & i need my time alone. Goodnight.

Labels: i hate to be stuck into this kind of situation!
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 8:55 PM

Cinta tak kenal pada usia ataupun rupa. Ia hanya kenal pada hati.
True? :)
@ 7:45 PM

130310.
Mark this date. & please mark it hard.

I love this date. I love this day. Very very much. Why?
  • i am invited to Ai'yi Stoner's birthday chalet. sooo honoured. :)
  • i am glad ive got father's permisson.
  • out to meet Crownieee, Suhaimi, Tedd & Wei Jian.
  • later meet up with Ahjay's clone at White Sands.
  • bought birthday boy's gift, & i got my gift too. :)
  • off to downtown east by bus, if not Suhaimi wanted to walk there. -,-"
  • reached there, saw birthday boy & Aez Sky! ;D
  • salam his family & put aside our bags.
  • Crownieee snapped our first picture. *SMILE!*
  • time to eat. didnt eat that much. cause i was feeling HOT!
  • didnt sit at first. cooled down. then sat next to him.
  • started eating. watched the others playing cards. FUNNY! ;D
  • slacked, chilled, gossips, joking.
  • cake cutting session. snapped pictures. YUMMY! ^^
  • off homey with Crownieee & Ahjay's clone. ;)
  • theres 1 HORNY GUY INFRONT OF US. shrughhhh! -,-"
  • say goodbye & kissed as he's alighting at City Hall.
  • left me & Crownieee. talked all tha day. takot ngantok! HAHA!
  • say goodbye & kissed Crownieee & off homey.
  • tired, tiring day. plus fun & happy moments. ^^^^
Lastly, pictures will be up soon. Heh!
Sorry for making my post into point forms. Just wanted to shorten it. :)
Anw, thanks for tha chocolate Bby. ;)

Off now to Mustafa Centre, maybe. Takecare, ^^.

Labels: love is a gift...
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 8:40 PM

Why cant i forget about you? Damnit! I know youre happy with your newbie right now. But what tha hell is wrong with me? I wanted to move on, & be strong, but why cant i? I cant seem to see any changes in me. I know its just a few days back, but how? Why?

I came to realise that only you thats in my mind right now. & i strongly know that i am not in your mind cause you already have a newbie. How could you cheated on me? You plainly cheated on me & i blindly dont know about it?

Ive opened my heart wide, wider that everything. But why? My tears arent cheap. They are priceless. I'll make sure that you'll pay back my tears. Karma. I strongly believe in it. Sooner or later, it'll happen too. I'll just wait & see how it goes.

When i am sad, i need my chocolates.
When i had my chocolates, i know i'll be happy.
When i am happy, i'll have a wide smile on my face.
Cause i know, youre not worth my tears.

Goodnights! :')
@ 8:18 PM

Skip about sch today........

Learning journey was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN + TIRINGGGGGGGGGGG! ;DD Had lotsa fun with my dearest 5B at both Eurasion Museum & Duck Tour. All was fun except for that freaking attitude tour guide at Duck Tour. Wtheck sia. -,-""

Pictures will be up sooooooon. Aez & Crownieee, nak gambar cepat! ;) Okay i am tired right now. Wana have a good long rest. - & how i wish today is my last day living in this world. :')

'Eh Eerah, you gotta be strong cause i know youre strong. Cheer up toyol! ;)'

Hatiku sudah terbuka luas seluasnya untukmu.
Tetapi apakan daya, cintamu yang kelihatannya suci dan indah ternyata palsu dan berduri. :')


Takecare, ^^.

Labels: what a life...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

Cinta sejatimu hanyalah palsu semata-mata. :')

Hello peoples! Now i am back with my own life. Mingling is what i cant wait to do right now. Having said that i have my own life right now, i know i'll be happy with my peeps around. Aez sky & Crownieee has been cheering me up recently. Thanks guys! Without you guys, i wont know what will happen to me right now. ;) Thanks sayangggggg ku semua! Plus, Asri Loqmann too. ^^

Wont talk about today. & i cant wait for tomorrow's learning journey! ;DD I dont think ive got much things to say. Will update tomorrow okay peoples? Thanks for reading dearest humans! ;)

Goodnight, takecare, ^^.

private blog; updated & will never delete it. :')

Labels: i know i am strong. goodbye.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 11:19 PM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AEZ SKY!
May all your wishes come true, & all the best in life okay?
Aku sayanggggggggggg kau! Study hard yeah. ^^

& thanks for being my listening ear. Plus my bby Crownieee. :')
Lastly, youre welcome Aez. I hope you like tha gift me & Crownieee gave you.

Labels: still in moody mood...
@ 10:55 PM

I am feeling sooooo down right now. I dont know what to do. I am doomed. :(

I may be looking fine outside, but deep inside, its killing me. Yes, i am dying.
Cume Tuhan sahaja yang tahu apa yang sedang aku lalui saat ini. :'(

Why things doesnt happen like how we wanted it to be? Its really painful seeing these things happens. Cause it affects our eyes & reaction, especially heart & soul.

Oh my God, why does these things happening right now? I am dying. I cant take your test anymore. :(

Goodnight.

Labels: i am down, not in tha mood.
Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 10:46 PM

I HATE MONDAYS LIKE TO THA FCUKING HELL CORE! =,="

[ click it, for a clearer view! ]
I am exhausted, after entertaining my dearest toyols. ;) Crownieee & Haikal. LMAO! ^^

i miss you. :(

Labels: tired. lazy. down. entertained.
Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 12:07 PM

I am down to flu & cough. Waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Sooooo irrit sia. -,-""

I love my Bbie. Okay bye. ;)

Labels: sick sia. bodo!
Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 8:28 PM

TODAY IS MY HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY DAY! ;DD

Just 2 things,
  • had plenty fun times with my dearest siblings, plus my princesses. ;DD
  • & I JUST LOVE TODAY! ily bie. ;))
Okay, i am off now. Wana resttttttttttt! Takecare, ^^.

Labels: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 9:52 PM

I am very down today. Very very down. I am sooo moody. But that motivational talks really make my day. They make me laugh my ass out. Not to forget my peeps around me too. I love you guys. :) But somehow, my down feeling doesnt seem to go away. Why? Haishhhhhhhhhh...

What should i do now? I am totally speechless Bie..... ;'(

Goodnights, takecare.

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Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 8:40 PM

I am wondering who's that damn person is. Clicking on my ex-bff's link after viewing my page. Some bird told me this. & because of that damn person's act, it makes a webby print on his live traffic feed. Wtfcuk?! Such an asshole. -,-" SCREW IT!
@ 8:15 PM

Dont ask about weekends. I am lazy to even talk about it.

Had been sick on tha weekends, plus today too. I feel weak to wake up for sch. So told Father that i am going to see tha docter & have my MC for today. Ive been coughing too. Shrugggggh~ -,-"

Didnt go anywhere today, except to tha docter & bought my lunch. Ate my medicine, but havnt doze off yet. Will be schooling tomorrow, but no study. Ive got some motivational talk or whatsoever for 3 days. Monday to Wednesday. Great huh? Plus, it starts at 8am & ends at 6pm! Imagined that.... =,="

I am very very very disappointed in you. How could you do that, even without me knowing it? Damn, i am really pissed right now. ;'(

private blog; updated.

Goodnights, takecare.

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