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Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 11:21 PM
Didnt anyone noticed that ive been MIA for like almost 2 weeks? -,-" Nevermind. Anw, life has been very hectic for me. Yes, very. MYE is on the run. I am done with Malay, English & Geog paper. I have no idea how tha result will be. Malay was okay for me. English was a lil bit shaky. As for Geog, ive studied real smart for it & gave my best out of it. Ive got not enough time for English & Geog. So lets start to pray hard for tha upcoming result. :)
I am given 1 week to study for tha rest of tha papers. Tomorrow's Labour Day. So Monday will a our holiday for Labour Day. Cool huh? So my Monday blues will be on Tuesday blues. HAHA! Crap. -,-" After this 1 week, tha first paper for next week is Social Studies. I am soo gona study for it. Heh! I dont know since when i am soo engrossed on studying Combine Human. 1 particular subject which i used to hate tha most. Like, seriously. HAHA! Oh well, thank God cause ive opened up my heart for CH. LOLS! :D As for Maths, i am trying to repair on my broken formula & method of doing a few questions. Well, i love maths! Unbelievable right? I know. :D Art is still in process. Prep work is 60-70% done, & i am starting on my final work real soon. POA is my only hope. Ive known most of tha formats already. Soooo proud! Heh! :D Combine Science is a real disgrace. I hate it & will never love it. Dont ask me why. Cause i just hate it! -,-"
Lets stop talking about studies, & get back to life. Oh, my life has been nice. Really nice. My dear Babarellas always made me smile every single day, despite many unwanted things had happened. Okay lets put that aside, & talked about something great. Boyf's still on 'vacation'. I dont know until when, but i'll find out soon. Ive got a way to communicate with Boyf already. I was so happy that i received a call for his sister the other day. I was jumping like a mad monkey after she hung up. Hehe! I am soo happy right now that i could smile really wide infront of everyone plus without faking it. I could feel his presence already. * awwwwwwww... * :')
My birthday seems to be coming up. But i dont feel like celebrating it. Absolutely i dont know why. Firstly, theres no Boyf. Secondly, its on tha MYE period. Thirdly, i am stressed over the upcoming O level. Wow. I just dont know how to manage my upcoming days & let all these things over, except for Boyf. Heh! :D
Its Saturday tomorrow which equals to no sch & rest day. Wanted to stay up late tonight, but my eyes seems to be heavy & my left eye will turn red when it comes to night. -,-" Weird right? Damn eye! It really irritates me, especially when its itchy & getting smaller than the original size. Seriously, i look like a zombie. Cheeb ah! o_O"
Okay my eyes are like falling barrel right now. Gona make my bed & off to my dreamland. Oh i love this part. Hehe! Goodnight & mimpi manis to all, especially Boyf. ♥♥♥ muah! :')
Takecare, ^^.
Labels: too much things happened...
Phewwwww... TGIF. :D
Didnt anyone noticed that ive been MIA for like almost 2 weeks? -,-" Nevermind. Anw, life has been very hectic for me. Yes, very. MYE is on the run. I am done with Malay, English & Geog paper. I have no idea how tha result will be. Malay was okay for me. English was a lil bit shaky. As for Geog, ive studied real smart for it & gave my best out of it. Ive got not enough time for English & Geog. So lets start to pray hard for tha upcoming result. :)
I am given 1 week to study for tha rest of tha papers. Tomorrow's Labour Day. So Monday will a our holiday for Labour Day. Cool huh? So my Monday blues will be on Tuesday blues. HAHA! Crap. -,-" After this 1 week, tha first paper for next week is Social Studies. I am soo gona study for it. Heh! I dont know since when i am soo engrossed on studying Combine Human. 1 particular subject which i used to hate tha most. Like, seriously. HAHA! Oh well, thank God cause ive opened up my heart for CH. LOLS! :D As for Maths, i am trying to repair on my broken formula & method of doing a few questions. Well, i love maths! Unbelievable right? I know. :D Art is still in process. Prep work is 60-70% done, & i am starting on my final work real soon. POA is my only hope. Ive known most of tha formats already. Soooo proud! Heh! :D Combine Science is a real disgrace. I hate it & will never love it. Dont ask me why. Cause i just hate it! -,-"
Lets stop talking about studies, & get back to life. Oh, my life has been nice. Really nice. My dear Babarellas always made me smile every single day, despite many unwanted things had happened. Okay lets put that aside, & talked about something great. Boyf's still on 'vacation'. I dont know until when, but i'll find out soon. Ive got a way to communicate with Boyf already. I was so happy that i received a call for his sister the other day. I was jumping like a mad monkey after she hung up. Hehe! I am soo happy right now that i could smile really wide infront of everyone plus without faking it. I could feel his presence already. * awwwwwwww... * :')
People may see that we're far apart from each other. But they may not see that our heart are close to each other like a super glue, like how we see it. No matter what way people try to break us apart, our strong essence of love will prevent it from breaking. I love you Dear... :) ♥♥♥
My birthday seems to be coming up. But i dont feel like celebrating it. Absolutely i dont know why. Firstly, theres no Boyf. Secondly, its on tha MYE period. Thirdly, i am stressed over the upcoming O level. Wow. I just dont know how to manage my upcoming days & let all these things over, except for Boyf. Heh! :D
Its Saturday tomorrow which equals to no sch & rest day. Wanted to stay up late tonight, but my eyes seems to be heavy & my left eye will turn red when it comes to night. -,-" Weird right? Damn eye! It really irritates me, especially when its itchy & getting smaller than the original size. Seriously, i look like a zombie. Cheeb ah! o_O"
Okay my eyes are like falling barrel right now. Gona make my bed & off to my dreamland. Oh i love this part. Hehe! Goodnight & mimpi manis to all, especially Boyf. ♥♥♥ muah! :')
Takecare, ^^.
Labels: too much things happened...
Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 10:34 PM
Hey lovely readers. I am sorry for neglecting my dear bloggy here. I am kinda busy with school & stuffs. Stressed all the time. -,-"
MYE is coming & i am preparing for it right now. Kinda nervous though. Cause only MYE can prove people wrong, that i am not a type of girl who lacks in everything. I know where i stand. & i definitely know where i'll be going next. :)
Too many things happened lately. Not gona mention all btw. Its about my daily life. Yes, what a life. *sigh* I always sigh whenever i started a new day. Cause i wont know how will my day be. Things happened for a reason. There must be something good awaits us after something bad happened. The urge of giving up did appears a few times. But i think thrice before taking any action. I am half way there. Theres no way for me to give up just like that. I wanted to clear my Os like how ive cleared my Ns. Definitely its not easy. Never i thought it would be easy, yet the difficulties i am facing right now is pulling me back. I need motivation. Anyone can do this. But wheres my motivation? Ive motivated myself. But why it doesnt work? Haish... What a rough road life i am facing right now. Noone will ever knows how it feel & how i really feel, right at this moment. :'(
I knew that i used to be a strong girl. A strong girl that could fight or do anything, even things that peoples didnt think i could do it. But what happened now? I am weak. Seriously i am weak. Stressed. Depressed. A lot of things going around my mind. One by one, problems keep coming to me. But none is going away. I believed that every problems do has its own solve. But why mine doesnt even solving? Yet, it kept coming into my brain, one by one. I am tired. Exhausted. I need a rest. Seriously. Haish... :'(
As for Boyf, hes on his 'vacation' right now. I dont know how long will it be. But for what i know, i'll wait for boyf no matter what happens & how long he will be away. Our love will always be in my heart Dear.
I know i am too weak to handle all this. But i'll try to be strong like i used to. Cause i know peoples out theres plus Boyf will be very proud of me. :)
School has been ups & downs. Too much things happened in one time. *sigh* Hopefully it'll end soon. :'(
I am gona have my beauty sleep right now. Will be a long day tomorrow. Goodnight, takecare. ^^
Labels: sigh.
Hey lovely readers. I am sorry for neglecting my dear bloggy here. I am kinda busy with school & stuffs. Stressed all the time. -,-"MYE is coming & i am preparing for it right now. Kinda nervous though. Cause only MYE can prove people wrong, that i am not a type of girl who lacks in everything. I know where i stand. & i definitely know where i'll be going next. :)
Too many things happened lately. Not gona mention all btw. Its about my daily life. Yes, what a life. *sigh* I always sigh whenever i started a new day. Cause i wont know how will my day be. Things happened for a reason. There must be something good awaits us after something bad happened. The urge of giving up did appears a few times. But i think thrice before taking any action. I am half way there. Theres no way for me to give up just like that. I wanted to clear my Os like how ive cleared my Ns. Definitely its not easy. Never i thought it would be easy, yet the difficulties i am facing right now is pulling me back. I need motivation. Anyone can do this. But wheres my motivation? Ive motivated myself. But why it doesnt work? Haish... What a rough road life i am facing right now. Noone will ever knows how it feel & how i really feel, right at this moment. :'(
I knew that i used to be a strong girl. A strong girl that could fight or do anything, even things that peoples didnt think i could do it. But what happened now? I am weak. Seriously i am weak. Stressed. Depressed. A lot of things going around my mind. One by one, problems keep coming to me. But none is going away. I believed that every problems do has its own solve. But why mine doesnt even solving? Yet, it kept coming into my brain, one by one. I am tired. Exhausted. I need a rest. Seriously. Haish... :'(
As for Boyf, hes on his 'vacation' right now. I dont know how long will it be. But for what i know, i'll wait for boyf no matter what happens & how long he will be away. Our love will always be in my heart Dear.
You left me in front of my very own eyes.
You gave me your last kiss.
You told me to take good care of myself.
You whispered to me & say, i love you.
You are my only one. Noone could ever replace you. Cause i know, theres no other like you Sayang. :')You gave me your last kiss.
You told me to take good care of myself.
You whispered to me & say, i love you.
I know i am too weak to handle all this. But i'll try to be strong like i used to. Cause i know peoples out theres plus Boyf will be very proud of me. :)
School has been ups & downs. Too much things happened in one time. *sigh* Hopefully it'll end soon. :'(
I am gona have my beauty sleep right now. Will be a long day tomorrow. Goodnight, takecare. ^^
Selamat Malam dan Mimpi Manis Sayangku. :')
Labels: sigh.
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 8:03 PM
Labels: goodbye.
I WILL BE AWAY. :(
I am stressed about studies!
Lots of things that has to be done in a short period of time. :(
Lots of things that has to be done in a short period of time. :(
Bbie, i need you. :'(
Labels: goodbye.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
HELLO! HELLO! HELLO! ;DD
Off to bed right now. Damn my eyes are getting even redder. -,-" Urm, is there such word? HAHA! Lols. I am sleepy actually. :O
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.
Labels: aku tak perlu kau lagi k. ty.
HELLO! HELLO! HELLO! ;DD
I LOVE LOVE MY BBY G'IES! ♥♥ :)
[ Fafa, Crownie, Ayumie, Wanie, Shekyn, Meerah, Dyana, Sharifah ]
in random order yeah. ;)
I LOVE LOVE MY DUDES! ♥♥ :)
[ Aez, Asri, Zakri, Haphyz, Wawa, Rio, Tedd, Suhaimi ]
in random order, too. ;)
Lastly,
I TRIBLE LOVE MY BOYF. ♥♥♥ :))
[ Fafa, Crownie, Ayumie, Wanie, Shekyn, Meerah, Dyana, Sharifah ]
in random order yeah. ;)
I LOVE LOVE MY DUDES! ♥♥ :)
[ Aez, Asri, Zakri, Haphyz, Wawa, Rio, Tedd, Suhaimi ]
in random order, too. ;)
Lastly,
I TRIBLE LOVE MY BOYF. ♥♥♥ :))
Oh, i dont need you anymore, AFK. & thanks much for tha advice. :D
Farewell. ^^
Farewell. ^^
Off to bed right now. Damn my eyes are getting even redder. -,-" Urm, is there such word? HAHA! Lols. I am sleepy actually. :O
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.
Labels: aku tak perlu kau lagi k. ty.
Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 10:12 PM
Labels: mixed feelings....
Father has found out everything about my studies. Yes, he called me & talked to about my studies & all. Haish... I just dont know why i cried infront of him. Maybe ive kept alot of things inside me & i just have to let it out. :'( Its my O level year, & i clearly knows about it. But what i did was just slacked & chilled around, & chose not to be serious in studies. Whats in me?! Urgh. Seriously, after Father talked to me just now, ive come to sense that i have to buck up cause i am left with 6 months to O levels. Thats totally fast. I have to be well prepared from now on.
I promised Father. Hold my promised tight.
Cause i know i'll proudly clear my O level this year. :')
I promised Father. Hold my promised tight.
Cause i know i'll proudly clear my O level this year. :')
Ive been thinking about you these 10 days. Where are you?
I terribly misses you. :'(
Come back for once & for all, please...
I terribly misses you. :'(
Come back for once & for all, please...
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@ 9:08 PM
We really had lotsa fun on Apex Day 2010 which was yesterday. & i mean LOTSA FUN! ;D
Anw, theres a video of Falcon Semangat Sey at Rhea Mook's FB aka Sharifah. ;) It consist of 4 Falcons. Crownie Vigne, Zakri Wacky, Suhaimi Dot & myself. ;D Go & watch it gooooooo!
As for today which is Good Friday which equals to Public Holiday, i stayed at home & took care of tha princesses. Will be doing my Art CW later on. Guess what? Tomorrow is my Critique Session with PJC students. Wahhhhhhh, i am soooo nervous. My CW's things are not that much, & there are not much time. Pfffffft. -,-"
Will be going out tomorrow with Crownie Vigne, Kal Raymundo & WaniLikeAnerd. ;D Gona watch Juon at Vivocity. Ayumie & Fafa's working. :( Nevermind, theres always a next time. :)
Okay. Gona do my CW right now, while waiting for my Mega McSpicy to arrive. ;D
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.
Labels: i miss you boyfriend. :'(
APEX DAY 2010 WAS A BLAST!
Not much to elaborate. Pictures will do tha talkings yeah? :D
We really had lotsa fun on Apex Day 2010 which was yesterday. & i mean LOTSA FUN! ;D
FALCON WON CHAMPION HOUSE FOR 2010!
Weeeeeehooooooooooo! At last, for tha last year i am in Teck Whye Sec, Falcon won champ & i am veryyyyyyy proud! Yes, veryyyyyyyyyy proud!Anw, theres a video of Falcon Semangat Sey at Rhea Mook's FB aka Sharifah. ;) It consist of 4 Falcons. Crownie Vigne, Zakri Wacky, Suhaimi Dot & myself. ;D Go & watch it gooooooo!
As for today which is Good Friday which equals to Public Holiday, i stayed at home & took care of tha princesses. Will be doing my Art CW later on. Guess what? Tomorrow is my Critique Session with PJC students. Wahhhhhhh, i am soooo nervous. My CW's things are not that much, & there are not much time. Pfffffft. -,-"
Will be going out tomorrow with Crownie Vigne, Kal Raymundo & WaniLikeAnerd. ;D Gona watch Juon at Vivocity. Ayumie & Fafa's working. :( Nevermind, theres always a next time. :)
Okay. Gona do my CW right now, while waiting for my Mega McSpicy to arrive. ;D
Goodnight, takecare, ^^.
Labels: i miss you boyfriend. :'(
