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Atlast, im freee from whichever conflicts & problems. I swear, i almost killed myself. Bt, its not worth killing myself just for a stupid guy. ;) Fasting month is cumin real soooon. I loikee laaa sey. Wel, sorry for not updatinn for quite a longg tym. Been lazy nowdays & bz too wibb skewl stuffs & others. So heree im, updatinn, wokayy akuKATEKK? Nyahaks!* Todayy, hadd our skewl Cross Country. Jyeahh, hopinn for todayy to rainn, but it rains afterr da Cross Country. Pffffft!~ K tkpeee. Afterr dat, hadd teacher's day celeb. It rawks babeee! Alot of ex teckwhye, & ramai laaa oi. I didnt gibb my chers anithin. Heheks!* Nxt yr laaa, insya'allah. ;DD Finishedd skewl, lepakk wibb my dearest. Sumpahh, aku jad biol. ;PP Thot of goin sumwhr wibb Nana & GfFaiz, but cancelled. Wel, i sleep at homee instead. ;) Tiredd babee. Tdoo petangg, kn da ngigauu. Heheks!* Bangonn jee, ask my mum, "nari hari apee??? friday ke saturday???" My mum was like, HUH?! Nyahaks!* Kekek kapeeee. Mati tknk siak aku. Ni laaaa, takot plan bsok tk jad. Lalalalas!* Tmr wil b havinn Flag Day. Waaaaaaaaaah!* Best banget laaa sey. Jengjengjeng!~ Eh eh, i loveeeee Faiz*Fiide, Nanastar, akuKATEKK, iieLa BOO, efa JAJA, dewiSUSAN & jermineee banyak2 laaaaa siots! ^^ Jyeahh, nt to forget my dearest exgfs, Wanieee, Crownieee, Ayumiii. ^^ Knkn, biol kn eerah? Lalalalas!* ;PP Til hereee den, b4 jad gileeeee. Takecare. ^___^
IDK, WHY IM SOOOO HAPPY TODAY.~ kn bagos!* ^^
Its been a longgggggggggg tym i didnt update huh? Yerppp, wana update, but feelinn veryy lazy as im stuckk wibb sorethroat, cough & fluu. Gaaaaaahs!* Its really irritatinn oii. Deres alots & lots of things happens whilee i didnt update. Haishh!* I wish it really never happens. Im not strong enough to do this. I almost give up. Bt, 'give up' is not in my list. So i just hav to accept it & wen thru ol this. Yerpp, its hard. Haishh!* ;(
Ace, thanks for everything. Telling me all about truelife & lovelife. Ive realised that you really care & loves me. But i dont know why its hard for me to accept your love. I didnt mean to hurt & sadded you. But this matter really takes time. Last night, i cried non stop. Okeh, its between you, me, nana & faiz. Your words really hurts me deeply. Its hard to forget about it. Its really fresh in my mind as if it just happen a minute ago. I know you meant good. Yerpp, you have said Sorry. & i've forgiven you. Ace, i just dont know how to describe my feelings now. Its hard, i swear. Yesterday you told me not to contact with you for the time being. Seriously, i was shock. I dont want to lost contact with you even a minute. Cause i've realised how much u meant to me. But thats your decision, & i have to respect it. Please Ace, now i feel like im nobody to you. Haish! I hope you understand alrights. I really swear to God, that i dont have any feelings towards Mr.D anymore. If you could check my heart now, i will be willingly asked you to see it & check it thoroughly. Well, i guess i have to wait for your call or msg okeh. Takecare Sayang. ^^
Mr.D, yerpp. Ive said enough. I really cant & dont want your love anymore. Well, this is what my heart says. I dont want to go back to my old life & be with you again. I really dont want it happen for the second time. Just move on with your life with someone new alrights. I believe that someone will come to you, sooner or later okeh. Im happy with the way im living now. I just have to continue living this way & be happy. You takecare alrights. Farewell. ^^
Ader byk lagi yg perluku tempohi. Tuhan, tolongi insanmu ini. Aku da tk kuat lagi. Tuhan, kuatkn laa semangatku ini. Aku perlu pertolonganmu. Berilah ku perlindungan dalam menjalani hidupku. Amin.
Takecare peeps. ;))
Dear God, i dont think im strong enough to take this test. :'(
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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY IZZULHADI!* ;))Hadd kenduri at bp, ruma cuzzy. Gerek laaaa sey. Kecoh habess. ;DD Cum celebrate bdayy Kak Ila & Izzulhadi. Ups areee da pics, kk, mukee aku masai gileeee. && dat lil gerl yg pki pink, sebokk nahh. Kwang3!* Lalalalas!* ;PP Nt much to elaborate actually. After Magrib, wenn to Jurong East, ruma abg sdare. Also hav kenduri. oOkehh laaaa, not bad. Laugh alot, i swear. Nyahaks!*
Yesterday, gerek laaaaaaaaa sey. Jmp Nurun Nuwwarah. Weeeeehoooooo!* Talkk2 wibb herr & takee pic. ;)) oOkehh, im tiredd. Takecare. ^____^Hadd my POA & MATHS paperr todayy. As for MATHS, its absolutee Vodka. Eyy, salahhhh. Its absolute HANCUSS!* I wass damn blankk wenn i receivedd tat paperr. Mayb its bcozz i payy moreee attentionn on POA. Grrrrhs!* I sleep duringg MATHS paperr. Nyahaks!* Goneeee abess laaaaaa. ;DD oOkehh, POA POA! I couldd finishedd da paperr. But, for Trial Balance, manyy of my frenns cudd balancedd it. But i cant! Grrrrrhhs!* OhhShittooo! Damnn laaaaa. But atleast i gett sum marks. ;)) Overall, todayss paperr wass oOkehh. ;PP & i wass so deadd aboutt SOCIAL STUDIES. Fcuk laaaaa k?! I didnt studyy laaa oi. Coz i didnt noeee dat dereee was a SOCIAL STUDIES paperr. Mcm *tooooot* siaks. Arrr, hu cares anywayy? Nyeheks!* ;PP Denn hadd Maths lessonn beforee goinn homeeee. Sittinn alonee behindd & im boredddd. Tkpeee, layankn jeeee laa sii Katruu nii. ;DD Wenn backk homeee, alonee. Take a napp, & hereee im. HOME ALONE. Pffffft!* My bodyy feelinn sooo weak, wibb my ankle wichh is killin meee. ARRRGHHH!* Shouldd be restinn ayts. Takecare peeps. ^____^
CA2 MONSTAAA IS OVERR!* ;))
Yesterdayy, hadd Eng & Geog paperr. oOkehh laaaa. Nyahaks!* Malaz nk bbual psl both paperr. STRESSSSS!*
Todayy, hadd Malay & Comb Sci. Malay was okehh. BUT, i didnt finishedd my Chem paperr! Argggggh!* Was aiming to passed dat paper laaaaa seyy. But tis stoopid Indon cherr, Mdm Ifa, doesnt noee how to see daa clock. Fcuk laaaa sama luu. ARGGGGHH!* Damn disappointedd laaaa siaks. Pffffft!* Mcm nk amekk alekk jeeee tu paperr, & finishedd it upp. Next was Phy paperr. Hmm, not badd laaa. Nyeheks!* Padahal uat asal blehhh jeee ey. ;PP Afterr dat, hadd POA lesson. Sumpahh, otak serabot. ;DD But i really promisedd to myself dat i wana finishedd my POA paperr tmr no matter wadd happens. If not, gdbyeee laaaa. Coz i commit suicidee. ;PP & jyeahh, Maths paperr tooo. ;))
Til hereee ayts peeps. Bettaa grabbedd my POA & MATHS & do sum revisions noww. Takecareeee. ^___^
*PERSONALLY DEDICATED TO MR D*
JYEAH, YOU SUCK! DAMN YOU, BLOODY JERK! YOU'RE SUCHA DAMN BASTARD! YOU REALLY SUCK TO THE FUCKIN CORE! GRRRRRRRHS!*
KAU MMG SIAL! DASAR NAFSU ANJING! PLEASE LAAA, GO & GET A LIFE. OR MUCH BETTER IF YOU DIE. FUCK OFF LOSER!
FAREWELL, SWEET TALK MOTHER FUCKER. ('',)
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Hey Mr D, i cant believe myself that i did chat with you yesterday. Its been a long time we didnt intouch with each other right? Alright, i admit that i dont want to have any relationship or friendship with you. Its because of the past. It took me a long time to forget about it. Noone knows how hurt am i at that point of time. We had shared alot of sweet & sour memories. I really adored you during our relationship. & of cause i do love you, as you are my Bestest Boify ever. Well, its the past, i know. But do you think its easy to forget the past? I guess no. After we broke off, you tell me that no matter what, our friendship will still remains. Ey, i still do remember alrights. Well, i dont know if you still do. You said those words after you let me hear the song, Erti Persahabatan. At that moment, i cried. Cause i thought you really meant your words & cared for me. But, the fact that it is just your sweet talks. Now, you had already intouch back with me through your Gadis Misteri. Okeh, i was shocked, i swear. You want me back, but your way are wrong. You said that youve change, but what is it in you that changes? Pfffft!* Frankly, i hate sweet talk mother fcuker. ;) Just one thing, can i have my jacket/sweater back? Its reallyreally precious to me. Too precious that anything else. Whenever i think about that jacket/sweater, i swear i cried. My eyes are bloody red. Please, give it back to me. Yes, you may keep my spongebob keychain, but not that precious thing. :\ Dude, i still remember the question you asked me yesterday, can we be friends? Hmms, its not easy to think about it you see. I just dont know why its hard for me to accept you back, not as my Boify but as my Friend. I guess this is not the right time alrights. I will give my answer to your Gadis Misteri, & she will passed the message to you okeh. Dont worry, i wont mute, trust me. If you were to read all this, i hope you know what i mean alrights. My last words for you, please change for the better dearest. I bet it will change your life journey too. Trust me, you can do it okay. ;))
Till here, farewell. ^___^
I swear, daa Public Concert on 070808 wass superbb funn. ;)) Im freeeeeeeeee!* ;DD Mlz nak elaborate laaaa, bt gerek babe. Oncee in a lyff tym kapeee? Lalalalas!* Wil uploadd sum photos ayeee.080808, hadd NDP celebrationn in skewl todayy. Gerekk jgk laaaa. Daa performancee wass da best. Lepakk wibb Idaa forr awhileee, & pooooof* wenn homeee. ;))
Todayy, 090808 is NATIONAL DAY! HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!* ;)) Jyeahh, im proudd to bee sporean. Lalalalas!* Nobodys at homee. Juz aloneee. Pfffft!* BOREDD laaaa seyy. ;PP Ntg muchh to sayy. Takecare peeps. ^____^
AINYONYOT!* ;))
Ntg muchh happenedd todayy. Razi camee. Yeppie! I thot he didnt cumm as i cnt see hymm in daa morninn. In da middlee of Eng lesson, Razi camee into daa klass. I was damn happy seyy, i swear. ;DD & jyeahh, he gavee me back my jadee. ThnkGod & thnks ey Razi. Lalalalas!* Hadd lotsa funn & laughh alott wibb Razi. Pheww!* & wibb GfFaiz tooo. Saket peyot laaa seyy. ;PP Afterr skewl, wenn to mit Ms Toh for detention. Nyahaks!* Gerekk. Pelik? Lalalas!* I wenn homee straightt & walkedd wibb Dewi. Penat gileeer babe! Sleep awhilee & at ardd 7, wenn to my kak sdaree hsee. Pastuu alekk & here im noww. ;)) Cnt wait for tmrs Public Concert. Weeeeeee~! Til hereee ayts, takecare. ^_____^
Jyeahh, went too Sembawang to attendd weddingg wibb mum, dad, Bro Fit & Sys Lynn, & yeeee laa, wibb Anggun too. Afterr dat, went too Wlds too see daa Naylissss. ;)) Takee Nayli Auni out too Peninsula, to buyy my things. Nyahaks!* Bought red & black hoodiee. No pic prints. Juz plain, yerppp, mines are 'rilek' nyeeee. Say watt u wanaa say laaa k? I dunn gibb a bloody damn. ;DD Denn walk ardd Penin & jyeahhh, bought black & grey jeans. Wahh best! Nyehek!* Sendd Auni backk & off we goo homee. Hereee im now. Tireddd oi. Til heree ayts. Takacare. ^____^
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FULL ATTENDANCE.*For thee 2nd tymm, 3Gallucci hadd strikee for thee Full Attendance. Nyahaks!* Ourr klass is so called 'DARE-RING'. Lalalas!* Hadd funn todayy. Especially wibb my crazy frenn, Razi. Kwang3!* Kauu ey, setopp it leyy? DIRTY BITCH! Nyahaks! Siakk pehh Razi. Okehh, cnt elaborate it hereee. Its UNRATED. LOLs!* Its onii between Fadz, Ajai, Razi & mee. Its like, WTH ey Razi? Tk bleee tguu balekk paaa? Suchaaa dirty fellow. ;PP Frankly, dierrr semmgnyeee laaa gerek. Hes so called my 'KAKI GEREK'. Jokes ardd non-setopp. Makess ppl happy ol da tymm. Can beee lazy & serious in werkk. Very lethagic. Like to steal ppls pens. IDIOT!* Lalalalas!* Wadd a happy-go-lucky guyy he is. ;))
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ALMOST LATE FOR SKEWL!*
Nyahaks!* Jyeahh, alrdyy wakenn up by my fonee alarm at 5.30am. Msgedd Dina to wakee up. Denn i fell asleep again. DAMN!* Dina ponn sameeee. Siaksiak!* Walkk fast to skewl. & nasebb reachedd on tym. Lesson wenn on smoothlyy except for Maths. Mary Katruu didnt cum todayy. So deres tis releave cher camee intoo thee klas. Sekali imbas, cm mamak jual prata siak. DUHH!* Soooo dark, i swear. Greetedd hymm & he said dat his namee is Mr Shafyy or Shafiq. Hmm, ntaaa laaa. Nt clear enuff. Yerppp, hes full of lame jokes. Tap okehh laaaa. Lauu sepulohh cher cm dierr, conferm sumeee students dpt U gradee. Nyahaks!* He didnt lukes like a cher. Bt hu cares? PFFFFT!* ;DD After skewl, wenn to Lot wibb GfFaiz. PHEW!* I swear i burst intoo laughterr weneverr im wibb hym. Laughingg non-setopp seyy. Slackk ardd at libraryy & of coz laaa, baceee buku. ;)) Goodd gerl knz? I noeee. ;PP Go backk homee ardd 2.30pm. Munchh on sumtinn & sleepp. Tiredd babe! Donee my POA hmwk & hereee im. ^___^ Gonna setopp heree ayts? & ohh, Razi didnt cum todayy. DAMN!* Misss hymm laaaaaaa. ;)) Takecare peeps. ^___^
